Ohhh, it has been so longggggg since i blogged.
Watched Youtube about animal skinning.
DAMN, they are sick bastards.
Can you imagine one guy using both legs stepping on the dog head.
FUCK, they skin them alive and after skinning, they're STILL ALIVE.
YOU CAN SEE BLOOD ALL OVER and their bones.
The pain in their face. )':
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_AKdAGCYQU
Thats the URL.
I almost cry when i see it I fucking swear.
Thats why I hate China people so much!!
They're proud, ugly, bitchy AND ALL CHINA PEOPLE GOT THAT GONGDAI FACE regardless guys or girls.

Okay, after scolding them I'm still not happy. I wish i can kill them.
I've not done any of my hols hmwk yet.
Next week, N level oral.
I hate oral the most. ):
I have the urge to watch Don't mess with Zohan again!!
I watched twice but still I think it is VERY FUNNY.
*disco disco*

I'm now watching online.
BYEBYE PEEPS, LOVE YOU GUYS.

Went Zouk yesterday with Zihui, Aud &Mel.
Was shock that they actually messaged me saying they want to go too.
I can say yeasterday was a very unexpected day!
Really.
Firstly I received a message by Pongpong.
Secondly I saw Ziyu, this girl was pongpong ex girlfriend who once scolded me UGLY because she thinks that she's AS PRETTY AS MY PUSSY.
She wore black and white stripes, which look like some zebra or prisoner.
Thirdly i think i saw CT which is quite unlikely to be him.
Yea, FUCK YOU Edmund lie to me that saying you'll be coming, make me happy for nothing.
Zouk wasnt really packed so I DID NOT SWEAT AT ALL.
I can feel the cooling air con.
The guys yesterday there was MOSTLY very handsome.
Anw, I don't see anything wrong dancing with guys when you're attached.
Yesterday I experience a different type of fun. =)
After Party ends, walked to Clarke Quay & slack.
Until 6 plus cab home with Aud & Mel.
Photos will be upload soon i think =)

I'm not happy.
I'm not sad.
I don't know what I am feeling right now.
This feelings is terribleeeeeeee.
The very first time I felt this way is the day I broke up with FCT.
This last for 3 fucking months non stop.
I can't control my fucking emotions.

Happy 4th!
Can't you see that I'm drifting myself away from you?
I had enough.
Seriously, which girlfriend would be that nice to allow their boyf to go club EVERY WEEK.
I mean if your girlf is a clubber i can understand, I'M NOT.
STOP thinking that i am, I go is just to have fun and sometimes is for the sake of YOU!
Because I dun want you to dance with other girls.
How many times you said you wanna quit clubbing.
I love you so much that I had NEVER say a SINGLE THING.
I believe that you will change.
AND FUCK WHY CAN'T I SEE ANY IMPROVEMENTS FROM YOU.
You told me that you love me so much that you've not given up and look dwn on me before.
I believe you can feel the disappointment when i'm always giving empty talk.
Yea, I can also feel it.
I drift myself away is not because I know i would fail my N's and we'll break up.
Is because I've lost all my hopes on YOU!
I got to know that she's at that place on that day, you went there too.
There were so many things that happened long ago & i just got to know it recently.
Seriously, all those things are no big deal BUT i just hope you can be honest.

I feel much better after venting out all my anger.
Damn, when can i take out my braces?!?!?

As time goes by.
Just like what you say.
Love only leads two person together and it last only for a little while.
What makes the relationship last is the understanding and commitment.

Like what you say I spent a lot of my first time with you.
Like you piggyback me INSIDE the shopping centre despite so many people were looking.
We went Night Safari, sat on thrishaw, spending my Birthday with.
I miss those days they we went Chinatown walking around and then walked to Clarke Quay.
We'll sit on the River there, you arms will be around me.
We'll be sitting almost the same spot, and make histroy repeats again.
Then we'll laugh together saying how stupid i was during Christmas.

I never like to share.
If there's a day that I have to make a decision, i will rather give you up.
I'm sick&tired suspecting you and whoever shit.
For fucking sake, can't you just change?
Are all these so much important to you.
Sometimes, i wish you can stop giving me those bullshits.
Prove it to me. You say i like to give empty talk.
What about you? Vice versa.

_|_ _|_ _|_

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.



Anyway, bought cigs on Monday.
Edmund dropped it & one whole pack gone.
There's goes my 10 fucking bucks.

:( :( :(
Damn, recently i miss that ngee ann guy again sial.
ASS, this year is the third year alrd we broke up, why do i still feel this way.

As for Ed, I'm not pinning a lot of hopes on him ):
I still suspect there's something on between YOU&HER.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You Are 54% Open

You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy. You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends... But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.

How Open Are You?

Watched Kung Fu Panda today.

If i were to rate i'll only rate 3.5/5

The ending part is stupid.

Yesterday went Bugis with Boyf.

Bro drive us to Suntec so we went to arcade& he played 3 rounds of KOF.

Yeah, anw on thurs I won Zihui in KOF heh.

So after playing walked to Bugis with boyf because that fucker wanna buy some things for me& himself.

After buying our things, walking here and there we decided to wakled back to Suntec again.

That ass wanna buy cigar.

We walked very fast as it is alrd 9pm and the shop might close.

So walked to there, the shop was close.

Damn.

So at around 930, me & boyf went separate ways.

That ass going club, trained back to Jurong to meet Aileen.

Waited for her for 50 mins?

I went to Mac and waited for her so i decide to eat alone.

WOW, so proud of myself!!

My first time eating alone.

There are many things i wanna try.

I had went shopping by myself.

Going ECP alone sitting there for 5 hours.

Now, i learn to eat alone, quite fun actually.

One day, I gonna watch movie alone.

This is the thing i always wanted to do, but no courage. LOL!!

Anyway, bought popcorn and stuff.

HAHA, I changed 3 times of Ben&jerry ice cream.

So at 12am, went to watch Kung Fu Panda.

Lucky Aileen booked the ticket early so we had the seat right behind.

So cabbed home aftermath with her.

Last Friday, i got a huge scolding by Boyf for being late.

I don't blame him actually, we know each other for around 7 months and I'm the one who is always late.

Somemore is always 30mins to 1 hour.

This coming Saturday is my Forth month with him. =)

Times passed really fast.

For Fuck Sake, Why Can't I Just Study Hard For These Two Fucking Months?!?!?



I'm sorry. I know you're very disappointed in me alrd.

Hey, I'm back home!!
Reached home at around 7am!
Yea, anyway went out at 2plus just now.
Was feeling hungry so asked Fukeong to go and eat supper with me.
Chermaine was with us too.
So he drove here&there.
In the end, ended up at JEC.
Treated him Mac, as he treated me very good last time.
I mean yea, there are 2 times we went Pub, he treated me and even send me home.
If not, I won't be so good.
As my friends know, I'm a stingy person =X
Okay, on my way out, received a call from AndyLam.
Asking me where am I and asked me to meet him.
He say he will spon me for cab home =X
So after eating, Fukeong send us to MX hse dwnstairs.
Met Andy, Ernest and MX.
Slack and crap alot.
At around 5plus, walked to S11 to have breakfast.
Andy treat =)
Before that I had Mac, so just ate a pancake and drink teh ping!
After eating, went to MX hse as Andy wanna change his clothes and take his HP.
Cabbed home aftermath.

I love this photo of mine.
Look tall and slim eh =X
*shy

I miss&love boyf~!

Had been with boyf these few days.
Since Wed until Sat.
Seriously with him by my side, time always passed very fast.

Anyway, I decide not to club for this whole month.
If possible after my N level =)
What i felt that i've not been working hard enough.
I dont deserve to have fun, cos i've play for too long.
Once i fail, i gonna waste time again.
I had alrd waste a lot of time, no more time to waste.
I'm fucking 17. Darn.
The club won't run away also.
After my N i can still club and Ed will be happy to see my improvments.

If i can promote to sec5...
I dont feel like studying private O alrd.
LOL!! Cos i need F&N and if i don't do well for my Os i can still take private Dip.
Hopefully I can pass my N.
Then i can last long with Ed. =)