The day had finally come.
Chalet later.
3days 2 night.
Bored...
I have not pack my bag yet.

Gawddd, I'm gonna start studying alrd.
Even though I know I might not be able to pass my N.
But I'll be taking private O.
I always wanted to get book from Zihui but don't know when's the right time to msg her.
So ZIHUI WHEN YOU SEE THIS MESSAGE ME PLEASEEEEEEEE. (:

I'm getting scared to get my results.
I hope i won't fail badly.

Hmm, Chalet next week.
:D
Looking forward but not in the mood to go.
Money fly away~!
Damn... Why am I so poorrrrr. ):

Anw, went out with Fukeong, Weilei and one of their friend just nw to Newton Circus.
Went there to eat and home.
Brought my dog dwn and let fk& wl see for a while (:
My leg is getting better, Im super happy lah.
Even the purple thing is fading.


Lol, that's the purple thing lah.
I dunno what is it, I only saw this when i take out my bandage.

Work was alright on Saturday =)
My leg is getting worse, there's one small part turn purple.
So went to see doc, I can't walked or stand for 3 to 4 days.
So now, I keep sitting and lying dwn on my bed, I will only walk when I have the need to.
):
I'm happy because I've changed phone, so friends you can called me alrd!
:D

Changed blog song.
Come What May (:
He told me this song used to be he and another girl.
One day he told me suddenly think of me then link him to this song.
This song I listen less than 10 times and that day when I'm doing my Maths Paper1 this song suddenly this song keep playing in my mind.
It had actually been 2 weeks i did not hear this song.

I'm happy with what I am with him now.
But still, I miss those days when we're attached.
Few days ago is actually me and his 8 month.
Too bad.. we'll no longer be tgt for now.
Maybe in the future there might be a chance.

Now his school is starting soon, which means lesser chance for us to meet.
But what most impt now is to focus what I want in the future.
(:

How unlucky can I be?
Fuck, I fell dwn on Monday, I fall onto the ground.
Today I sprain my leg at the mrt stairs, I can't stand and I cry sitting dwn there for a few minutes.
Tomorrow is my first day of work and because of this I can't work.
Fuck, I think I'll lose my job.
Damn, I've no more money for this month.

I just realised everything changed.
Including me and you.

I'm feeling so bored.
I'm rotting my life away.
I'm broke.
I can't find anything to do.
That's so pathetic....

I want a job...
I want a lot of money...
I want a lot of friends...
I want my bday to come...
I want to be 18...
So that I'm legal for almost everything.

Ever since my mum know that I smoke...
Until now, every stick I smoke I'm feeling guilty...

N's are finally OVER.
Not looking forward to my results.
Went to dye hair yesterday but turn out to be like no colour.
Club yesterday was bored, I like the crowd don't like the club.
Zihui boyf had a friend, his side view look completely like CT.
He's in Ngee Ann too. OMFG.
):

This is Melissa!!
I love her!!
I know she loves me too!!

Okayyyyyyy, during this week, she had help me a lot.
:D
She's also Edmund tu di ;X

Seriously, Mel you're a great friend and I'm really grateful for all your help.
Hope our friendship last till we die. ;D

(In the progress of...)

I'm getting over it.
There's much more impt things other than r/s.
I'm learning to live for myself and not for others anymore.
I'm studying now and it is FOR MYSELF.
I feel so happy studying now.
5days after my N level, we will get the answer.
I'll think through and I know you will.
No matter what happen in the future, it will still be myself.
No longer will be Edmund.
We will be the best of friends. ;D