Time won't wait for me.
The world won't stop for me.
Life goes on...

In one night, I lose everything.
What I want to say thanks for these past 7 months.
Sorry for wasting your time, you invested so much on me.
The results remains the same.

We could have continue if I've change in the first place.
Didn't you say you will wait for my results?
It's only 2 more months.
Why can't you wait for me JUST FOR 2 MORE MONTHS.
I know you can't afford to waste any more time.

I caused everything to happen.
I wondering, what if miracle happen and I pass my N.
Will we still be together?

I guess I'm thinking too much.
We're leaving each other.
Leaving for good.

I will miss last year Christmas and this year Valentine Day.
Because we got to know each other on Christmas and got attached on Valentine Day.
Being with you is the best time i ever had.
Goodbye my love.

I've learn my lesson, in a hard way.

I'm going to be single soon i guess.
Life goes on...
I will still love you as long as I'm with you.
):

Edmund is back and i went to school ;D

Break up or what is up to me, you're okay with anything.
That's the last sentence you told me.

Just like what you say relationship is not only about love.
I know I told you I wouldn't want to lose you but I'm not proving anything to you.
Exams is just next week. I'm playing and slacking around.
I didn't follow my timetable when I keep telling you I will.
I even promise you myself saying I'll study hard when you're not around.

There are so many times I wanted to give you up but I can't.
Everything is within my control.
Seriously being with you is stressful.
I have to study hard, worrying those girls surround you.
But I enjoy all the times I'm with you, those sweet words you told me.
All these keep me hanging on.

I know I've not been trying hard enough.
I love to have fun and I FUCKING HATE TO STUDY.
I'm not trying to say all these saying how good I am to change for you.

I know you think that I'm trying without effort.
YES, I put in very little effort.
I can't, whenever i saw a book i will fall asleep.
I fucking hate to touch books.

Nobody like to study but we don't have a choice because we're living in Singapore.
It's sad that even until now, I do not have any aim in life.
Ya, I'm a failure.
I'm being pampered too much and I thought everything will go in my way.

Sorry, bear with me for a while more.
I know I'm gonna flunk it, but still that's my only hope.
Until my results, I will definitely break up with you when i fail my N level.
If I fail, I'm sorry for wasting you so much time.

I know I'll never change until the day I lose you.

Edmund is coming back tomorrow!
Somehow i don't feel that happy that I thought I will.
I will be fetching him @ Woodlands tomorrow ;D
Anw, these few days I didn't think of Edmund that much becaouse I have been playing too much ;X

Friday, went out with Zihui and Cassandra in the noon, at night her friends came.
So bike dwn to Kallang Leisure Park to watch Wall e .
That show is damn sad lah.
Went to Boat Quay aftermath and i saw Chee Sheng blah till morning 8 plus went home.

(SATURDAY)
So woke up in the afternoon went to aunt's house warming.
Had dinner @ Jalan Besar with mother side family.
I miss Rachel so much! Kids are really cute and they grow up really fast. ;D

Uncle drove me to Bugis after that.
I went to meet Fukeong and Mervyn(!!!!!!!).
So walked Arab St for sheesha ;D
Strawberry&bubblegum flavour.
Cab to Boatquay with them.
I went to find Cass.
Chermaine was there and she dropped by ;D
Blah reached home @7plus.

(SUNDAY)
I stayed at home the whole day.
Planning to go school the next day.

(MONDAY)
Thunder was too loud I don't dare to sleep.
So chatted on the phone with Valentino until morning around 7.
Went to sleep... Woke up at around 3 plus in the afternoon.
Meet up with Valentino to West Coast Park to study.
Around 7 he drove me back home.
Stay at home and sleep until 9 plus.
After that watch HongKong drama, until 1 plus went to Boat Quay again.
I realise Boatquay weekdays is so lonely...
Reached home @ 7 plus and Cass stay over ;D

(TUESDAY)
Sleep until 4plus.
Stay at home nua whole day.
Cass went home @ 8 in the night ;D
I'M GOING BACK SCHOOL TOMORROW!
I MEAN IT! ;D

When are you coming back baby?
I miss you so much.
I realise how important you are to me.
Without you, i don't feel happy in doing anything.
Even the food i ate taste so bland.
I love you Edmund.

My beloved had went Malaysia.
I miss him so much now.
My eyes is so pain ):
Went out at around 9plus to Lavender.
Meet him at ICA buliding to get his things done.
So went to have lunch somewhere nearby.
Went back at ICA buliding aftermath.
So after getting his things, cab to Woodlands Checkpoint.
I cry all the way ):
Took a bus back to Woodlands Inter. I cry on the way back also ):
At 8plus just now he called me saying he had reached (:
I cry again lah, and he even told my bro abt it -.-"
So my bro is trying ways to cheer me up (:
How i wish my mum is not that protective, so that i can go with him.
I miss you Birdy, i will wait for your return and hope you don't extent the days.
9days to me is a torture ):

Yeah, I had fun on Saturday.
Every details had blogged @ Chermaine blog ;D

Quiz From Melissa

Quiz From Melissa

TENS Whats:
1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
Going out to meet Edmund

2. What did you do last night?
Stay at home whole day and miss Edmund

3. What is the most important of your life?
Boyf, family & friends

4. What would you rather be doing right now?
Sleep

5. What did you last cry over?
Edmund going Malaysia

6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Smoke, sleep & go out.

8. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
idk?

9. What are you worried about?
N LEVEL

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
Nothing, I have no life.

NINE HAVE YOU’S:
1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Can't remember

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Y-E-S!

4. Have you ever been out of the country?
DUH!

5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Define dumb

6. Have you ever been backstabbed by a friend?
Y-E-S!

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
NO!

8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
N-E-V-E-R!!

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Nah.

EIGHT WHO’S:
1. Who was the last person you saw?
??

2. Who was the last person you kissed?
Edmund!

3. Who was the last person you text?
Hairah

4. Who was the last person to call you?
Edmund!

5. Who was your first crush?
Can't remember

6. Who was the last person who text you?
Chermaine.

7.Who is the last person you freaked out on?
Don't know.

8. Who did you last hug?
Edmund!

SEVEN WHEN’S:
1.When was your last shower?
Around 5 plus.

2. When did you last see your mom?
Now.

3. When was your last time u saw your dad?
Now.

4. When did you last dress up?
Dress up as in?

5. When was the last time you cried?
Just now in the afternoon

6. When did you last go to the movies and with who?
The Dark Knight i think? With Edmund.

7. When did you last listen to music?
5mins ago?

SIX WHERE’S:
1. Where does your best friend live?
Many places.

2. Where did you last go?
Woodlands

3. Where did you last hang out?
?

4. Where do you go to school?
Yuan Ching Road.

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
Many.

6. Where did you sleep last night?
My house

FIVE DO’S/DOES:
1. Do you like someone right now?
YES!

2. Do they like you too?
they?

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
No, I'm unique (:

4. Do you know the muffin man?
wtf is that?

5. Does the future scare you?
NO

FOUR WHY’S:
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
cause they are?

2. Why did you get a myspace?
NO.

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
How i know?

4. Why are you doing this survey?
Cos I saw Mel blog?

THREE IF’S:
1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
Make him mine forever

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
No, I'm looking forward to the future (:

3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
IDK?

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
No, I'm happy with what i have.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Depends who's that person.

ONE LAST QUESTION:
1. Are you happy with your life right now?
Obviously

Now 5 or more people to do this:
1.Whoever
2.want
3.to
4.do
5.this

Happy 7th month baby!
During these 7 months, i realise i've grown up.
Thanks for teaching me so many things.
We shall work hard together and get marry in the future
ILOVEYOU BIRDY :D

It's a great thing that I'm still alive!!
Awww, I had food poisoning since yesterday.
Had two injections one on hand one on backside.
Haha, because it's too pain so i took the second injection on my backside.
My hand is swollen now ): I vomitted 9 times ytd.
Whatever i eat or drink i puke out. Even plain water. ):
But i lose 2 kg of fats!!
I even had fever up to 38.9!!
Just one fucking cup of teh beng make me like that ):

My life is great recently anyway.
I love eating Ben&Jerry's.
I always got a very cheap price.
I eat 3 times of brownie is equal to the price of 1.

I feel so loved recently.
Yea, last week I sang my wedding song with Edmund at the bar.
We said he will choose one song and I'll choose this song for my wedding.
=) hope everything goes on smoothly. Haha